Dead On.

I finally got around to taking the Myers Briggs personality test. I've been wanting to know why I'm so weird for a long time now, and now I know!!
I am officially labeling myself an ISFP after taking tests and researching all the characteristics.
Here's what they say about my type:
Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving

ISFPs are the first to hear the different drummer. Many eagerly plunge into new fashions, avant garde experiences, 'hip' trends--some even setting the trends.
More in touch with the reality of their senses than their INFP counterparts, ISFPs live in the here and now. Their impulses yearn to be free, and are often acted upon when others least expect it. The ISFP who continually represses these impulses feels 'dead inside' and may eventually cut and run unexpectedly.
ISFPs may be quite charming and ingratiating on first acquaintance, flowing with compliments which may (or may not) be deserved. On other occasions, the same individual may be aloof and detached. The extremely competitive nature, also seen in other SP types, sometimes fosters a sense of feeling one is unstoppable, cannot be harmed therefore breeding a willingness to take risks.
Organized education is difficult for the majority of ISFPs, and many drop out before finishing secondary education. Their interest can be held better through experiential learning, at which many excel. ISFPs will practice playing an instrument or honing a favored skill for hours on end, not so much as practice as for the joy of the experience.
ISFPs often live out their daydreams and more philosophical pursuits rather than writing or talking about them. ISFPs internalize their feelings usually resulting in a spontaneous outburst which leaves as quickly and mysteriously as it came.
ISFPs can and do perform admirably in the spotlight, but generally have little to say about the performance.

Feeling, unbridled by the external forces of society and substance, is the dominant function. ISFPs spontaneously develop their own codes and credos, about which they are quite sober and intense. ISFPs are questors, driven to find the pure and ideal, as personally and individually defined. Feeling may temporarily turn outward, but cannot be long sustained beyond its cloistered home.
If the individual has values greater than herself, feeling may express itself in valiant acts of selflessness. Turned in upon self, however, it becomes an unscrupulous, capricious enigma, capable even of heinous acts of deception and treachery.
ISFPs keep a finger on the pulse of here and now. They are more adept at doing than considering, at acting than reflecting, at tasting than wondering. As do most SPs, ISFPs keenly sense color, sound, texture, and movement. It is not unusual for ISFPs to excel in sensory, motor, or kinesthetic abilities.
ISFPs cherish their impulses. Some of the most beautiful, graceful, and artistic performances are the result of this drive for physical, sensate expression.


Wow....this could not be more accurate. I feel like I'm supposed to be the way that I am now, its not some glitch in my system.
It's actually pretty amazing to see all of this written down. I feel like I know myself better now.
I'd be curious to know what everyone else is too.

I got nothing...

I'm not going to neglect my blog forever, I promise. I just need a little time and inspiration. I've been so busy lately that I don't even know what's going on in my own head,let alone write about it... Maybe tomorrow?? But don't give up on me!!

Home at last...

I have lived in Atlanta for almost 3 years now. I have lived in 6 different houses. Each one of those houses has served its purpose, there was always a roof over my head. However, none of them felt like home. Its all in the atmosphere and the mood of the place. I have lived in some really cool places with great decorating potential and yet I never invested anything into it because I just didn't connect with it. I've also lived in some not so great places with some not so great roommates who basically ran me off. I have learned, oh how I have learned... And now, here I am, finally feeling like I have a home. The minute I stepped on to the big front porch to meet with the real estate agent to view the house I knew that I had to have it. On top of that, this time around I actually know my roommate and know that we are very compatible. I'm so excited and I feel a huge burden off my chest knowing that at the end of the day I can come home to a peaceful relaxing refuge. This is a new beginning and a chance to start fresh.

Oh P.S. I'm going to put better pictures up soon but it is dark outside so here are a few for now!

I'd rather blog...

than pack. ughhh.

Man Oh Man Oh Man. I really miss my family. I miss Mississippi. Don't get me wrong, I like it here. I think I'm where I need to be at this point in my life. I just miss it sometimes. I feel like I am missing out on a lot, especially when I think of my niece and nephews. They are just babies right now but growing up so fast. Wrenn will be 8 years old in about 2 months. That just seems impossible in my mind. I remember when she was born. I was so excited. There is nothing like seeing your first llittle niece or nephew. I was so proud. I still am, of all my little darlings. I show their pictures off all the time. I wish I could see them more often, I hope they don't forget me. I think about my family everyday, even though I could do better if I would pick up my phone and call more often. I don't think being busy is much of an excuse for not staying in touch. I will do better soon...

My roommate has gone psycho on me. She is crazy. I will only be in this house one more full day so I think I should come out alive. How in the world do I end up in these situations? At least I can say that I think this is the last bad batch of living situations. My next one is pretty much ideal, I hope and pray. I'm not much worried, and I've lived with her the past 9 months and she has been pretty great so I don't expect things to suddenly change. Our house is much more homey than the one I'm in now. Hardwood floors, great fireplace, washer and dryer, new appliances, high ceilings, fenced in backyard, great front porch, please let this be a good one...

What else, what else?? Work is kind of slow at this time of year. I need it to pick up desperately. It will, I have no doubt about that. Its just kind of hard to go from one super busy week to one super slow week. When its slow at work, I want to go and buy things...lots of things...anything..everything...not good, not good at all.

Well, I guess since its really late and I have to work in the morning I should end here. I will post some pics of the new place next post. Goodnight.

Everyone grab your address books...

I'm moving yet again. I will give you guys the new address soon. Its about a half a mile from the place I live now but waaaaaaaaay better. Sunday is moving day so I won't be posting until after then. I'm moving into an adorable 2 br house with a good roommate. So this is very very very good news for me and my sanity. I'll post some pictures when I can.

I heart my mom!

I was in dire need of a little time with my mom. I'm so glad she came when she did. Things in my life have been crazy and stressful and I hadn't even had a chance to tell her a single thing that was going on. You never get too old or too far away to need your mom, I'm realizing. I guess I thought since she wasn't here, there's no point in stressing her out too over things she can't fix. But just seeing her and being near her, gave me a sense of peace.
My mom is an amazing person. Our relationship has evolved so much over the years, especially since I moved to Atlanta. I think we are finally at the point where things are just easier. I feel like I can talk to her about things and she isn't going to judge me or be mad at me. She understands alot more than I ever gave her credit for. I hope we'll be able to spend more time together more often.

No better place to be...

than the beach on the 4th of July!! I'm at Cape San Blas with a few friends. We just got here last night and are getting ready to head to the beach. I was in desperate need of a getaway from Atlanta and it just kind of fell in my lap. Aaaand, I happened to be off work on Friday and Saturday. So, I'll update you guys on Sunday or Monday with pictures and hopefully a tan.
Have a happy fourth of July!!

The Cliff Notes...of what I've been doing..

Well, the past two weeks have been so hectic. I feel like I haven't stopped....going,doing,thinking,being....
Where shall I start? My roommate and closest friend in Atlanta, Erin, moved away this past weekend. She got a job working on a cruise ship in Hawaii as a waitress. I'm happy for her, she's going to learn alot...She's an amazing girl, but confused about life...aren't we all,though? I'm really going to miss that girl...She's the type of person that can make you smile just by being there. She's genuine and fiercely loyal to her friends. But, I will see her again soon I hope.
Mom and Aunt Charlotte came for a visit last weekend too!! I was so happy to bring them into the salon and let them see where I am and what I do. I actually got to do their hair in the salon and show em what I'm really made of!! It was so good to just be near family. It made me feel like myself again. I didn't get to spend as much time with them as I intended because I had to work Friday and Saturday night and then Erin's farewell stuff was going on and I had to make an appearance. We had a good time, though. We went to Ikea and out to eat, then on Sunday...I got them massages and was able to spend time with them in between. Mom and I had a really good conversation and I feel that she gets me more than she did before. I think I get her a little better, too. I hope they come back again soon.
I've been working alot and loving my job more and more. Actually, the salon is turning into my safe haven with all the drama at home. I am looking for a new place to live due to my living situation being unbearable. I don't wanna go into too much detail there because I'm just sick of thinking about it.
Oh Well. All is good. I'm going to the beach tomorrow with Raven. Her friend has a beach house and we're riding down there with him. I got a sweet deal, right? I may be out of touch for a few days....but hope everyone is doing great!!

coming soon...

I have so much to blog about lately and haven't had a chance to sit in peace and write...but its coming...tomorrow, probably...but soon.